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|Sunday, July 18th, 2010|
|Saturday, September 5th, 2009|
|Sunday, April 26th, 2009|
hot horny and greedy
I' m in the mood, horny, bossy , and greedy, so IM me on godessiabel on Yahoo and be prepared to lose some dough. Will verify on cam for you so you know I'm not a fucking dude and 100% female (get lucky you may get to see even more of me ;))
|Tuesday, January 27th, 2009|
Help this beautiful Goddess out
That means I won't have access to my money because I don't have time to go to the bank, wait in line, and then cash a check. So that's where you come in, subbies, slaves, and sissies.
Fill my Facecard up so that you can feel good about yourself knowing that you not only helped a Goddess out, but that you were demanded to do it as well. Yes, so if you're reading this, you must go to www.facecard.com and put in my email address email@example.com. It doesn't have to be a huge amount, just enough to help me get through the next few days.
|Sunday, January 4th, 2009|
home sick, keep me company
Well boys, I'm at home sick and looking for some fun and entertainment.
Why not im me on yahoo username godessisabel and we can talk about ways that you can make me feel better. And what interests you, but more importantly, what interests me. Current Mood: sick
|Saturday, September 20th, 2008|
|Wednesday, December 21st, 2005|
(Did this review-thang in my personal journal, but the song's got me so excited I really really wanted to share...)A Pagan Hymn For Solstice...
(Skip ahead to the samples if you don't want to read my blatherings!
I don't usually go for "Goddess Songs", by which I mean blatantly paganal hymns, not because I'm against them in principle- quite the opposite! But because I' a musician, and a songwriter, and as such, I'm kind of a musical snob, and however much many of those songs might express the devotion of their creators, they're often likewise, (no offense to anyone intended, and I know I can't be the only one who thinks this-) musically speaking, crap, lacking both talent & budget in production, questionable in melody, clumsy of lyric.
Every now and again there's one that somehow shines beyond or through these obstacles, or even benefits from them, (as in the case of Buffy Saint-Marie's "Magic is Afoot".) Occassionally, a well-written, but poorly performed or recorded song of this genre will get re-produced by someone who lifts it above it's mediocre peers, such as with "Burning Times", (though that's more of an angry anthem than a song of Blissful praise!)
Elaine Silver is someone I'd never heard of, and may never hear of again. She has a beautiful voice, but that can be said of millions, and it takes more than that to sell a snob like me. I'm sure she's a lovely person, and a fine pagan, the many pictures on her page and the sentiments she expresses there make it seem so, so I say the following without malice- Her album, Lady of the Lake, is one of many she's produced, and I have to be honest and say, I was less than impressed with most of it. I plan to try to hear more, because surely there's other examples of the genius demonstrated in a single song on that album.
The singly most inspired pagan hymn I have ever heard. The lyrics are fantasticly uplifting, the harmonies soar, and the fiddle... Even my cynical Shadow agrees- sexiest fiddle on the planet. The song is called "Arianrodh", in praise of the Welsh Goddess of Poetry & Song, so maybe the Goddess had a hand in forging this fabulous piece of music!
If I had $22 to spare, I'd be thrilled to pay it to get the album, just for the ONE song. Some samples:
Fabulous Vocals & Lyrics
The heart is the heart,
The center of the universe.
The Goddess' heart
is turning words to sacred verses...
~My favorite line from the song.
|Sunday, November 20th, 2005|
|Friday, November 18th, 2005|
Delurk & a Greeting...
I am a pagan hearth witch, an herbalist, a poet, and an illustrator, living in the Pacific Northwest. I look forward to involvement in the LJ community, sharing art & crafts, poetry, knowledge, wisdom & experiences with others of similar interest.
If you'd like to get to know me, please feel free to drop by either of my home sites- www.kaotiqua.com
or swing by my LJ, peruse the poetry, and say hello!
|Sunday, November 6th, 2005|
|Wednesday, November 2nd, 2005|
Kassar/Kris is coming down from BC on the weekend of the 12th. We will take a trip to Portland for fun, etc... looking forward to massage and pampering. Haven't been able to squeeze a play date out of rosebud... and am damn pouty about it.
|Wednesday, October 26th, 2005|
The Reappearance of the Goddess
I ran away and joined the circus! Well, okay... that's not what happened to me but upheaval in relationships, moving, and just plain depression have kept me offline. I have reappeared however. Ta da! None the worse for wear. And in the spirit of overkill that is my trademark I am trying to organize, streamline and make the most of my online experience(s). So darlings, here are a variety of new groups. Let me know if you wish to help moderate and/or bully list-members of a particular bent. Also slaves (or friends) with web skills or artistic inclinations are welcomed and needed!
Divine Spirit in the legal church entity dedicated to both the recognition of worshipping women as living avatars of the Goddess and in practice the worship of the delightful avatarish ME. It is nondenominational with a pagan slant, the primary goal is in celebration of the sexual/spiritual. This is an open group, anyone may join. However members 17 and under are requested to join GoddessChildren to avoid potential exploitation by adults.
Click to join divinespirit
Slaves In Training is the largest collection of photos, slave exercizes, etc. It has however been lacking in what I had hoped it would provide: TRAINING. In part that is because I get an inexhaustible number of recruits who want one on one attention. (And very few who deserved ANY attention.) I'm going to be creating a more organized way to train, monitor, etc. As well as "level-ing" slaves. Hopefully graduate some to tutoring others in the lessons they've graduated in.
Click to join slavesintraining
In Her Stable is a new group for you guessed it... PONY PLAY! I'll be filling this with links and essays and hopefully a way to "register" pony personas. I will no doubt be recruiting pony players I know to help out.
Click to join inherstable
Phone Sluts is a way in particular to train and use online slaves for practical service... in this case to make money for their Goddess by doing phone sex/submission.
Click to join her_phone_sluts
Sissy Maids School is specificly for cross-dressing, TV or forced feminization slaves to learn how to pass and how to serve.
Click to join sissy_maids_school
Lesbian Love Slaves. Nearest and dearest to my heart... here's where the girls are! Mine. And no, I don't think I will be inviting friends to join because they'd just be cruising my women. You know you would.
Click to join lesbianloveslaves
|Thursday, October 20th, 2005|
Brief bit of background, for those that don't know me (which is most of you lol) -- I'm part of a FFM triad, and my girlfriend is pregnant, due in March.
Stolen from stephilyn
"I think the general consensus on names is:
Bethany or Katelyn for a girl
Connor for a boy
Heather feels Connor Nelson is too many "n's"...I don't disagree but it's the only name we all like.
She suggested Bethany Sage which I love for the meaning but I'm worried it sounds too harsh. Any suggestions on middle names? We want something that is meaningful and preferably honors nature."
Mike isn't thrilled with the front-runners right now, but isn't coming up with anything better. :) We suggested Kyle if its a boy, but Steph vetoed on the grounds that we all have that little Cartman voice in our head starting with "WEELLLLL.........." lol
X-posted to my journal, as well as a few other groups -- so if you see this several times, I apologize! :) Current Mood: cheerful
|Monday, January 3rd, 2005|
I am a still unworthy slave wanna be of the Goddess and I would like to thank her here for allowing me to serve her.
|Tuesday, October 12th, 2004|
The Seven Common Types of Internet Submissives
Borrowed off another group...
Discussion? Wanna add our own?
The Seven Common Types of Internet Submissives
By BDSM Tourguide
In day-to-day dealing with the online BDSM community, a dominant will typically run across many submissives in chat, forums or mailing lists. Although each submissive has their own personality and quirks and flaws and merits, each will usually fit into one of the following seven categories of internet submissive behavior.
Please do note that these are only the most common types of internet submissives; others do exist, but to much lesser degrees.
Type One: The “Little Girl” Submissive – Ever-blushing and ever-giggly, the “little girl” type of submissive is the consummate child actor. She will usually use every cute little hair twist and every sweet little smile in her arsenal to make sure everyone finds her to be the sweetest little girl in the whole community. These little girls typically ooze sweetness and often make dominants and other submissives in the community wonder what they’re really up to. Little girl types usually do not get along with other little girl types at all, as they typically crave attention and another little girl trying to muscle in on another little girl’s turf is an open threat to the incumbent little girl’s monopoly on attention-getting. For this same reason, little girl submissives do not usually do well in polyamorous relationships, preferring to be the sole object of their partner’s attention. A positive aspect of little girl types is that they are usually unwaveringly devoted to their partners and once they find a partner, they are unlikely to leave that person. From a purely psychological perspective, one has to wonder if the little girl type uses her wiles and charms and craves attention to cover up self-esteem issues.
Type Two: The “Tame Me” Submissive – The “tame me” type of submissive is overly rebellious, overly strong-willed and overly confrontational with dominant types. They want to find, in their own words, a strong dominant to break their spirit and make them be the submissives these girls just know they can be. This type of submissive doesn’t seem to realize that most dominants enjoy a spirited submissives and don’t actually want to attempt to train a wild pony only to have it turn into a old gray mare once they saddle-breaking phase is completed. A submissive that shows qualities of rebellion, will and spirit are often looked upon appreciatively by dominants, but the tame me type of submissives tend to take these traits to the next level. Ordinarily, once a tame me type is actually tamed, she becomes bored with her relationship and begins looking anew for better challenges. These submissives do not often form lasting relationships within a BDSM community. A positive thing about the tame me type of submissive is that they are really fun for the first couple of months, but after they have been tamed, they tend to settle into predictable ruts until they are ready to leave the relationship, then they will begin to act out again in hopes that someone, who is not their current partner, will attempt to tame them once again.. Psychologically speaking, one wonders is a tame me type is merely playing hard to get in order to find a partner that will put up with them and not become overly baffled when the submissive ceases to be a challenge and then leaves for another person that will do it all over again.
Type Three: The “SAM” Submissive – A “SAM” type submissive, also known as a Smart-Assed Masochist, is just that, a smart-talking submissive with a quick tongue. These submissives are usually only SAMs, or Sammie, to their partners or people they know very well. Usually, their Sammie behavior isn’t actually a cry for attention; it’s just their way of being playful. In fact, most SAMs when actually threatened with punishment will back off, saying that they were only playing and that they didn’t mean anything by it. Occasionally, this behavior can be incredibly frustrating to their partners who, by the time the SAM has agitated their partner into frenzy, are looking to string the SAM submissive up by their toes and see how many fresh red marks can be created. Interestingly enough, most SAM submissives are not actually masochists. They actually do not want to be punished for their actions as, to them; they were just playing around to begin with. The positive thing about a SAM sub is that they are usually great fun and very playful partners. Occasionally, they are playful to an infuriating level and will occasionally push their partners until their partners are ready to torture them just to relieve the stress. Psychologically speaking, a SAM is probably not actually looking for punishment or attention, but just wants to show their affection by acting the way they do. The SAM is usually subdued by a couple of harsh words, because once they realize they have stopped being fun, they do not enjoy the feeling associated with causing their partner actual distress.
Type Four: The “Brat” – The “brat” is different from the tame me type and the SAM type in the fact that they are overly-aggressive, smart-mouthed and frequently rude, they have no intentions of submitting to anyone’s authority or discipline, except that of their partner. This fact, however, does not stop the brat from continuously harassing every dominant and most submissives with which she comes into contact. Oddly enough, to their partners, brats are, almost unanimously, not bratty. The brat knows full well that their partner can and will punish them, and probably would if their partner caught them acting the way they do in a community. Brats are usually very good submissives once they find a partner, but their confidence in knowing full well that they have a partner and no one else can lay a finger on them typically causes their behavior. Anyone that’s ever fallen victim to the behavior of the brat can usually stop the brat’s behavior toward them with a well-worded email to the brat’s partner, along with any specific bratty remarks copied and pasted into the text of the mail. The good thing about brats is that they are, almost unanimously, actually very good submissive. They usually behave very well to their partners and are usually very easy to get along with in relationships. Psychologically speaking the brat probably acts the way she does, because of the sense of security afforded to her by the knowledge that she has a partner and no one else is allowed to touch her. The brat, once reported to their partners for their behavior, tend to settle down and treat the person that has reported them quite respectfully. The brat will normally only push the people she knows she can push.
Type Five: The “My Master is God” Submissive - Also known as they “I have a master and you don’t! Nyah nyah nyah nyah nyah” type of submissive. These submissives are of the opinion that their masters can do absolutely no wrong and that their master’s word is as good as law and that their masters know everything there is to know about everything. The “My Master is God” type of submissive frequently spends inordinate amounts of time talking about their masters, what their masters have done to them, or for them, or with them in the past, or any other tidbit of assumed wisdom their masters have ever passed along to them. Suffice it to say that conversations with these types of submissives can get old very fast, and most people would almost rather eat broken glass than converse at length with this type of submissive after she has related her favorite “My Master did this” story for the third or eighth or hundredth time. The good thing about the “My Master is God” submissive is that they are very, very devoted. These submissives are usually crazy about their masters and hang on his every word. Mostly, it seems, this type of submissive is usually very new and inexperienced, and frequently their masters are, too. Psychologically speaking, one wonders if these submissives are under the effects of psychoactive drugs or mind control, because most sane people are not this devoted to their partners. This type of submissive is frequently very new and very inexperienced, and therefore has nothing much of value of her own to add to a BDSM-related conversation. Her master, too, might be inexperienced, but as long as he treats her well and what he says seems to make sense, she will hang on his every word, believing that he knows more than anyone else possibly could. People in disagreements with this type of submissive will often find that, unless they have at least five documented, proven bibliographical sources to back up a claim or opinion that differs from this submissive’s master’s claim or opinion, then this submissive will never believe a word of it, choosing to believe instead that anything her master says is the absolute truth.
Type Six: The “I am Slave, Hear Me Roar!” Submissive – These are absolute, prodigious, epitome of any submissive type. Don’t call the “I am Slave” type a submissive, though, they don’t like that very much. In these slaves’ opinions, there is no other submissive group that can possibly equal their level of commitment, sacrifice, talent, experience or will to submit. To this slave archetype, submissives merely play at being slaves, and anyone not in a 24/7 TPE-type relationship cannot possibly understand what it really takes to be a slave. Somewhere along the way, the slaves falling into this category forgot that the traditional, BDSM-defined slave is supposed to be demure, servile and meant to be seen and not heard. The good thing about the “I am Slave” type is that they are often very committed, very talented, willing to sacrifice anything for their master and willing to submit to any kind of torture, torment, punishment or practice their masters desire. These slaves rarely safe word out of any situation, and frequently don’t even have safe words. Psychologically speaking, the level of ego required to drive a self-proclaimed slave to this level of verbosity and fervor seems directly contrary to the actual personality required of accepted, established slaves. It is likely that, if an Old Guard Master ever found himself in care taking or in possession of this type of slave, he would first begin her experience under him by gagging her or taping her fingers together to prevent her from vocalizing or typing exactly how great of a slave she is.
Type Seven: The “True” Submissive – The “true” submissive is often the culmination of the desires of every dominant figure around this person. The “true” submissive is often shy, under spoken, docile, servile and absolutely willing to do anything asked of her. The true submissive is usually aware first of the wants, needs and expectations of the dominant figures around her and not concerned as much with her own wants, needs and expectations. The true submissive is frequently inexperienced, untaught and looking to be pleasing by being perceived as the ‘expected’ norm that a submissive should be. The true submissive will serve anyone and allow herself to be disciplined by anyone claiming to be dominant. The true submissive will usually be found off to the side and out of the way of everyone, rather than openly interacting with people. The good thing about the “true” submissive is that they can be educated and trained out of these types of behavior. Through training and education, these submissives often find that they are allowed to say no to people. They find out that they can get involved in conversations and don’t have to be wallflowers in social situations. They also find out that they are allowed to want, need and expect things as any other person would. All they need is some encouragement. Psychologically speaking, there’s nothing at all wrong with the “true” type submissive, other than they need some guidance and that they probably got some bad advice from an online dominant or an online submissive. With good advice and guidance, these submissives can easily turn out to be fine submissives, or they can turn into one of the other six types mentioned here.
As mentioned before, these are only examples of general types of submissives one will run into online. There are other types as well, but none so predominant as to mention here. There are also, of course, the “normal” submissives that enjoy carrying on conversations, are very openly opinionated and very capable of handling themselves in social situations. It is to these kinds of submissives that others would do well to look to as role models and advice-givers.
|Wednesday, September 22nd, 2004|
Exercise: How would you respond to these situations? What might you do to prevent them? Can you imagine circumstances that might make other choices understandable and acceptable, for yourself or others?
1. Your contract stipulates safer sex. One night, your Owner orders you to "forget the condom." What do you do?
2. Your Owner asks you to purchase illegal drugs for his/her use. What do you do?
3. You are a personal secretary, and you become aware that your Owner is committing tax fraud. What do you do?
4. Your Owner is a non-custodial parent. Just a few minutes before the child is due to arrive for a weekend visit, the Owner orders you to strip for sex. What do you do?
5. Your contract allows for you to be lent out to your Owners dominant friends. Recently your Owner's become close with someone about whom you've heard negative gossip that leads you to belive that they may be dangerous. Now your Owner wants to lend you to this person. What do you do?
6. Some close friends of your Owner's visit. After their departure, you discover that some money is missing. What do you do?
7. Your contract stipulates that you and your Owner will have unprotected sex only with each other. You have kept your word, but you discover that you have contracted an STD. What do you do?
8. One of the Owner's credit cards is missing. You know you didn't touch it, but the Owner accuses you. What do you do?
9. You become aware that your Owner is developing a bad reputation in your local BDSM community. What do you do?
10. Your Owner beats you non-consensually. You leave the relationship. Soon after, you hear that a novice submissive is seeing your former Owner. What do you do?
Exercise: Write down any fears that you have about training a new slave. No fear is "too silly"; all are valid. You may want to use your meditation time to explore some of these fears.
Activity: Read back over your slave journal from start to finish. What obstacles, internal or external, did you face when you began your training? How did you overcome them? Which do you still consider troubling?
Exercise: Write a short essay on the theme of "Polyfidelity." (Some people prefer this term to "non-monogamy" as a way to refer to multiple committed relationships. For more information, see the suggested reading list.) What does the word suggest to you? What qualities would you need to bring to such a relationship? What challenges would it present to you personally?
Exercise: List five special things that you might need to negotiate for in a contract between you and a couple.
Activity: If possible, talk with someone in a long-term polyamorous relationship. (If you don't know anyone in this situation, please explore the suggested reading carefully and, if you have internet access, read the newsgroup alt.polyamory for a while.) What difficulties have they encountered? How do they deal with conflict? What advantages do they see in their relationship? What advice do they have for you?
Exercise: Complete the following sentences:
The kind of piercing I like the most is...
I'm afraid of being pierced because...
People who have piercings...
If s/he saw my piercing, my physician would...
If s/he saw my piercing, my best friend would...
If they knew I was pierced, my family members would...
If I were pierced, I would be embarrassed to...
Erotically, piercing would...
Piercing would affect my submission by...
Note: If you are considering another form of permanent marking, like a tatoo, branding, or scarification (cutting), use this exercise by substituting the name of your preferred method of marking.
Exercise: In your slave journal, write about the associations that permanent body piercings have to you. Do you have any body piercings? Why did you choose them? Did they mark a particular event in your life? How do you feel about them now? Have you ever let a piercing heal over? Why? If you have no piercings, do you know anyone who does? Have you seen pictures of piercings? How did they make you feel?
Activity: Visit a professional piercer. (Most major North American cities have atleast one.) Many will have printed information for you to take home, and they'll be happy to talk to you about their techniques and training. (Reputable body piercers will not use piercing guns except, perhaps, for earlobes; will have an autoclave; and will not reccomend sterling silver jewelry for body piercings.) If there is no piercer in your area, or if you feel uncomfortable with your local piercer, it is much better to wait until you can visit San Francisco, New York, Los Angeles, Amsterdam, London, or Paris, all of which have many well-trained, responsible piercers.
Exercise: Name the emotions that you feel when you think about the prospect of a live-in arrangement.
Exercise: In your slave journal, write a list of your fears regarding a live-in relationship. Do not censor yourself. All your "silly" fears are legitimate and valid. Be prepared to share these feelings with your prospective Owner in a candid fashion and to think of ways to allay them.
Exercise: Using the 1-10 exercise in "Assessing Risk," write atleast a paragraph on the subject "Being 'Out' as a slave." How does other people's awareness of your status affect you, your Owner, and others in your life? Does a live-in arrangement change that awareness? How do you feel about the possibility of criticism from family, friends, or authority figures? If you are uncomfortable about being "out," what measures would you need to take to safeguard your privacy? What limits might this place on your relationships?